ThE eND~

End of 1st smester hols..huk3.. im in a way back to kntn this evening and will b arrived there midnight..insya Allah… hmm..meaning that this blog will be silent and tacit for a moment as I wont be able to keep posted this blog progressively..

Next sem will be hard and grueling..--> the subjects are tough and more tougher than I thought before..hmm..sigh~

Course Subject Credit Hours
PHM 2213 Physical Pharmacy II
PHM 2222 Pharmacognosy
PHM 2232 Pharmaceutical Analysis II
PHM 2243 Body System I : Cardiovascular & Haematology Systems
PHM 2252 Body System II : Respiratory 2
PHM 2262 Body System III : Gastrointestinal & Hepatobiliary Systems
PHM 2272 Body System IV : Urinary System
PHM 2292 Industrial Pharmacy & Regulation *elective
PHM 2282 Nutriceuticals & Cosmeticeuticals*elective

Hmm..whatever happen, I’ll try my best!eminent! Yeah~..uia..here I come :-P

TaG~~~

Kak hanan bucuk..trime kasih tag sy..1st time wat nih..ahhaha..
Wondering leh jwb btol x.. :-D

1. Apakah benda yang paling penting dalam hidup kamu?
ha? benda..hmmm..byk..handphone..jam..kasut..byk lagi laa.

2. Apakah benda terakhir yang kamu beli dengan wang sendiri?
Topup..haha..bleh la tu..dh xingt..

3. Di manakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu?
Errrr…ntah..xpk lg n xbncg lg..:-P

4. Berapa lama anda rasa hubungan kamu berkekalan?
insya Allah hnge ke alam kekal abadi..

5. Adakah anda dilamun cinta?
Obviously..:-P

6. Di manakah restoran terakhir kamu makan malam?
Mkn mlm?kt food village kt pengkalan chepa..

7. Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli?
Conan..hehe.. gle komik kot..yg len dh lupe sudey..haa

8. Apakah nama penuh kamu?
NOR MIFTAH DIANAH BINTI AHMAD..ikut ic ni..hee~

9. Kamu lebih senang dengan mak atau ayah?
errr…ayh dh berehat di alam len..dh xleh nk banding.. skrg anything happen..ma laa.. pape pom…I love my parent very9 much!

10. Namakan seseorang yang kamu ingin jumpa untuk pertama kalinya dalam hidup anda? ayyok…xtau~~.. sape? Xde kot lg.. nk jmpe ‘die’ je..ekekkekek :-P

11.Sebutkan 8 nama sahabat yang paling rapat dengan kamu?
Jah,nana,mai,nani,kmah,zana,aina,zati

12. Adakah kamu mencuci pakaian anda sendiri?
ye la…ish..letk dlm washingmachine sendiri..hahhaha

13. Tempat yang paling seronok kamu mahu pegi?
Korea..hweehehhe

14. Pelukan atau ciuman?
Kne peluk lg best kot..ntah..xtau jgk nih :-D

15. Butirkan 5 perkara tentang orang yang tag kamu.

Kak hanan – byk ckp..hehe…,sporting..ske gelak2…ske senyum..comey tomey..;-P

16. 8 perkara yang amat saya gilai.
kumpul jam, kasut, handphone, cars, bear comel2, action movies, tgk tv..bce komik..ekekeke

17. 8 perkataan yang sering di ucapkan.
uit..
Ha?..
Hmm…
Ye la…
Insya Allah..
Ok..
Ntah..
Ooooooo….

18. 8 buah buku yang paling terbaru dibaca.
Latest..conan..sblm tu sume bku subjek yg masuk exm hr tu..hehhehe

19. 8 lagu yang saya boleh dengar berulang kali.
Leave out of the rest
One step at a time
Loveholic
Rokuko..-suju
Lagu kita-aizat
Crush-dvid achuleta
Ain’t no reason –brett D
Better time

20. 8 perkara yang saya pelajari tahun lalu
2007?? Cnnt rmember la..klo thn ni..byk… think b4 u speak..sygi kwn penting..kwl diri x emo sgt ble sedih..hahahha..byk lagi…

ha...sekian saje..dh jwb dh akak..byk yg xtau..hehehhhahahha....

MIssing TripleT :-(

ready....get set....yipppi~

yg ats yg bongsu..bwh ank ke2 and sulung..haha..

(announcing,we r triplet :-D)
believe or not..their noses do have holes..jz put ur finger inside n they will cherish as they feel u r 'cleaning' 4 them.haha :-P
uft..im talking like they r alive..haha..full of beans..won't they??:-D

bergolek2...yeeehaaa~..

Owh...missing triplet..:-( they were moving to Penang..huk3… as they are my 2nd elder brother’s lovers..hehe..-> bang zad punyer.. :-D.. since he was in holidays for a few days after finishing his housemanship and before futher his study-> postgraduate stdnt starting dis week. the triplet did spend time with me.. watching tv n movies mutually.. my dearest HyPo-s.. we love u..hahaa… what a post~ :-P

Lackluster = Boring

Iyyyaaaahhhh….hmm..i’m so tedious right now..nothing to do and t b done..jz hanging in frnt of tv and pc..huh..i wish..hmm..i..wish..what I want to wish actually??haha..i wish..I’m in a pool of books…so that I can read all of them.. typically, I’ll be keen on love story books and magazines rather than others for the time being. For educational facet, I rather do that at the campus..ekekekeke.. I love to be acquainted with new technologies and cars..love to watch ‘top gear’..hehe..F1.. and I’m craving to know the latest products and designs of handphones..they jz drive me crazy..soo passionate..hahaa..

XPERIA..the latest hp of sony Ericsson..I rather called same as pocket pc. It does catch my sight of..xperia and pocket pc would be like peas in a pod.. touchscreen..slides..8MP if I’m not mistaken..3G, easy access n many more..all in one. what can I tell?Lucky to have it..:-) mother, i want itttttt ;-P :-P

REsulT~

Oho..result is available to be checked already.. hmm..alhamdulillah.. some of the grade does make me stunned but basically, I’m ok with it.. hope to be more painstaking and particular next same..haha…the same thing I told myself every sem since I got into UIA..hehe.. gud luck to others who have not check yet… all the anxious and timid have been over.. it’s time to look out or take heed the new skills in studying to get better result indeed. ;-) Outshine is coming~~

Out of the ordinary~

Hah..currently, I’m addicted to ‘loveholic’..basically dunno the existence of this series but fortunately, at 1 time..i changed the channel to KBS world and the series was ‘running’..hehe.. It is just like a ‘fortune cookie’ for me hehe as I was damn boring at that time.. like timon said, ‘no more fortune cookies for u’..:-D love those words..hehe. at last, I have found smthng 4 my leisure time. Loveholic (2005) is a love story..forbidden love story at first..hehe as it is related to the ethics for being a teacher n student..hmm..quite interesting n impinge on variety of emotions.

What im trying to stress on is the disease that the teacher has which is called narcolepsy..i never know of this disease at all..suprisingly the patient will fall asleep when he or she is depressed and in stress…witty eh? :-D

Narcolepsy is a neurological condition most characterized by Excessive Daytime Sleepiness (EDS), in which a person falls asleep during the day at inappropriate times, such as at work or school. A narcoleptic will most probably experience disturbed nocturnal sleep, which is often confused with insomnia, and disorder of REM or rapid eye movement sleep. It is one of the dyssomnias. A narcoleptic may also fall asleep at random.
The main characteristic of narcolepsy is excessive daytime sleepiness (EDS), even after adequate night time sleep. A person with narcolepsy is likely to become drowsy or fall asleep, often at inappropriate times and places. Daytime naps may occur without warning and may be physically irresistible. These naps can occur several times a day. They are typically refreshing, but only for a few hours. Drowsiness may persist for prolonged periods of time. In addition, night time sleep may be fragmented with frequent awakenings. Four other "classic" symptoms of narcolepsy, which may not occur in all patients, are cataplexy, sleep paralysis, hypnagogic hallucinations, and automatic behavior.

Hmm…it is exquisite and fascinating story to be watched during holiday.. I’m not saying it is the best but at least can perish the spare time.
Yeah~~~

dim~

Today is a gloomy day..it’s raining all day.. Everything seems not right to me..dunno why but inside, I feel sad, indecisive feeling and sense something is not done… I try to exude everything that cause me disappointed but I can’t. I afraid to feel the pain, afraid to cause pain to others and afraid if I losing something.. sigh~Arghhhh..hate to feel this way..hope the calmness and serenity come along soon.

makn2 at food village..~

hehe..after a day visiting KB and attending the wedding celebration of my sister's fren at Pasir Puteh..we went for dinner at food village.. the place was good and the food was delicious. i could not stand my self not to over ate..haha..yummy...






bang di, nabilah bucuk..hehe... n kak emi






ama..dapnyer mkn..hehe



kerol and bang zad

me n k.ida

incoming wedding~

Stating on 20th November..my classmates and I will be on trip to kelantan in attending the big event.. ‘ct nadiah n izani’ wedding..hehe. Both of them are our wonderful and cherish classmates who are waiting for the treasured memories in about +- 48 hours..hehe.
Thanks to the person who is charged for our transportation, home stays and subsidizes food. All of us will be there on 20th until 23rd nov. Believe or not..i can imagine the vast occurrence coming and all the pleasurable and contented faces will be publicized through the days during the trip.

On 7th December, our next classmate, kak atiqah n her husband to be.. ‘ipin’ will be get married on that day. Congratulation for both and hope all the preparations and arrangement will be getting done and complete on time. Hope the relationship, commitment and responsibility that they bear will lead them to be strong and brawny till the end and hereafter..insya Allah. We will always pray for ur happiness.

p/s: our ex-class rep will be next..hehe..u know who..

and hoping to see wani and her baby in next sem..haha.

credit to nana abdullah..:-)

nana..sy cilok gmbr nih..hehehe...jgn mrh ek..:-D


n tq sume sudi dtg beraye umah sy..thn dpn plak yer;-)

nothing much~

Second days at home..hmm..nothing much that I’ve done..jz sit around, helping with the cooking, watching…blogging..n hmm definitely..sleeping..hehee..

Personal view on the issues tht have been whispered around..marriage issue; very big responsibility comes along..need to be totally prepared in all aspects.. it’s jz not the way in declaring the relationship in the best approach but more to uphold the honour and conscientiousness together as one. Easy for us to judge but hard for them to make the decision and craft the dreams to be collectively reliable. Hmmm….

Frenship affair..a lot of hearsay that I heard and some bad judgement was been made to reflect the hurt feelings that each other posses. I am not good in comforting people but at least I can be a good listener, though. Thinking to all problems which have been ensued, sometimes I feel I’m too afraid in committing the not up to scratch feelings to my frens as they will misunderstand or misinterpret my words and actions.

Men.. They are less sensitive than women. They tend to look up things in rational way and by naked eyes compare to women, they tend to see problems with naked eyes plus feel with emotions. See the difference? That‘s why men posse their role as a leader whether in a family and also in the society. Not meant that women cannot be a leader.. Women also be born as a leader. Women full with emotions but tears are not always related to women.. Men also cry but in different outcome. Sometimes, tears flow down through the cheeks when the person is too angry and when the person cannot let it out properly...besides, the tears allied with the sadness that is not seize by the person’s shoulder + heart itches. Men like to seek and give solutions rather than jz to listen to what the partner tells the problems. Sometimes, women only need them to listen and they will satisfy, not search for the solution from them unless when women inquire them to do so..

Unembellished Final....hmm~

2weeks of hard time n back to back exm did give so much pressure. Sometimes I amazed that I can get through all of them…within that time, I also can feel the emptiness inside.. sadness comes along through the days of loneliness…hmm…the hurt feelings still can be felt..the ‘necrosis’ inside hope still can be reversible.. All the things that happened did give me lessons and barrier to move forward…. It’s hurt to keep all of them by myself.

OOOLIIIIDAY!!! 5weeks in relieving mode…can’t wait to plan the pleasant vacation of the family..heheh..looking 4ward to capture the ‘bling2’ moments in the clouds without raining flows to the deep sea…

1st day raya..in d morning~

d arrival~

at last..im home..feel free and enjoy my holiday..but underneath, i do know, there are many things to be submitted on the day after the holiday is off...huh~ nothing to say but what i wish for this raya is my family will be happier and celebrated the day in delighting and tickling moment than before. even the joy never be the same..hopefully, the spirit will enlighten us in making merry the hari raya for my family, insya Allah. to our beloved one who had left us..almost 4 years, the memories will never be fade away..kesayuan tetap dirasai...wassalam...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA & MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.

second half of sem 1..

gone baby gone..hehe..gone midsem gone..Jz waiting for the result which I think im totally, definitely, all in all out…ngeh3..hmm..do wanna think about it..apart frm it…Ramadhan…feel like the days that I’ve got through too fast and now its already 19 days of fasting..there’s so much things that I think I wanna do in this month but only half of them fulfilled..is there any probability for me to feel the Ramadhan month approaching? ~sigh~. Many hearsay have grasped to my ears..and sore feeling arises…however, cant wait for ‘blk raya’ cz what I think the journey is the most fun that celebrating it..dunno y but I’ve felt that way for many years before. Hope incoming raya will be better than last year..happier and cut off the sadness in myself..hmm… hopefully….insya Allah...

incoming MIDSEM..hoho

the em will b started next week on MOnday and Guess what??im not ready..there r so much things to do..this is the student’s life..i do admit it..but no matter what the reasons I said before, the one thing that is simple but central..get ready from the start..hoho..who said that to me he??forgot already..hehe. oho, it’s already 10.30. got a class to go..janne!!

:-(

When I'm lost in the rain,
In your eyes
I know I'll find the light
To light my way.
And when I'm scared,
And losing ground,
When my world is going crazy,
You can turn it all around.
And when I'm down you're there- pushing me to the top.
You're always there,
giving me all you've got.
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend,
for a love to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
When I lose the will to win,
I just reach for you and
I can reach the sky again.
I can do anything'
Cause your love is so amazing,
'Cause your love inspires me.
And when I need a friend,
You're always on my side
Giving me faithtaking me through the night
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend,
for a love to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
For the arms to be my shelterthrough all the rain,
For truth that will never change,
For someone to lean on,
For a heart I can rely on through anything,
For that one who I can run to...
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend,
for a love to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you

awesome~~~tremendous

Guess what??hehe…the concert was awesome..love it so much even the first part in catching the chairs was quite stiff to get. Huh~…at first we (mar and me) thought that the show was delayed..mybe next nite but fortunately the venue was changed from medical square to the audi…thnx to the person who asked us about the location of the event basically .hehe.. that was when we rushed to the audi to ensure the event really there..it was there..hehe. Relieve and contented but the audi was definitely cold. We can’t stand to walk in even to sit down for 5 minutes but for satisfying ourselves for coming to the event even the raining was ~~heavy…and not to forget..the cupcake was scrumptious..yummy.. :-) Thanx raihan.hehe. I’m loving it..yeah~

About the concert, the show was held in front of the Kuliyyah of medicine. It was started a bit late but worth it..first show by Raihan..the harmony was excellent. They were so good. J Then, the dikir from gombak..the ‘tukang karut’ was very hilarious..funny .hehe..and lastly from akhil hayy… he was good in be in contact with audience. The way that he talked seem so heart catching.. and he was good looking, of course..haha. Emm..the show was ended at 1.30am. overall, it was worth it ;-)

it's raining....

hoho....it is raining rite now and the opening ceremony is cancelled. huhu...what a day...Since evening, the sky didn’t seem so pleasant…It was dark and the wind was blown so insistently. So it wasn’t weird the raining fall tonite. But Im frustrated as I can’t watch the concert..:-( early tomorrow morning I’ll b gone.. not forever but to be at home. Huh..When will the day of event come again? Seem I’ve to wait till next year… bling2…ha..nxt 2 weeks is my mid sem exam..im so anxious as the schedule seems so pack. Need to be prepared early this time. Go go nana!!! When will the rain stop.. (wondering) so I can go back to mahallah. The experience in ‘redah ujan lebat gler9!..gler xlebat g2’ was quite treasuring even my cloth is totally 100% wet.huh! but I do have fun..mar, when will we do it again??haha…let’s try another adventure eh?ekekekeke

i-Quest n more than that.

hmmm..wondering the words stand for what since last year event...hoho..and fortunately the secret was revealed at last. one of my best fren told me that 'i' stands for iium and quest for kuantan festival...hehe..today is the starting moment for those are participating -committees of course...and iium kuantan cintizens..ngeh3..but unfortunately i will b back home tomorrow morning.. huh...im not feel so sad but at least I can participate in the opening ceremony tonite..hehe… hope the concert will be blossom and catching the eyes even the VIP not really catching the eyes..haha…sori ~ :-P emmm..in this week, im not really feel ok and happy..i seems to be more sensitive, more fantasy outcomes..it was really a hard-hitting week. I always think that this week should be more take pleasure in than last week but what can I say…the things that I wanted did not turn on like they it should be. huh~ what a bad luck…yaiks...i should be gone right now..some1 is missing me..haha.. (org sblh duk jeling2 page ni--ape da...i dunno u..ish) c u soon.

gloomy..:-(

Last few days, there were so many things that I assumed will be breathtaking and tranquil after the occurrence happened, but what can I say…it was totally unsatisfying and gloomy. I was not in a mood and thought outrageously about myself. It seems that I blamed myself for what had happened and it was not my intention in doing things like that. Arghhh…………..I was definitely tried my best and did it for all sake but what I’ve got. I felt that I was not appreciated and the all people fingers pointing at me. What a bad day…. :-( because of this things, I became more sensitive and sorry for those who felt like I was releasing my stress and sadness to them especially him..Sorry dear..That was not my intention at all. L I won’t do it anymore…
Hmmm..There are so many notes to read and the midsem is just around the corner. What I have done in facing the theory test..i am totally not geared up at all yet all my frens definitely have read a lot of them….
What new on news? hehe…I’ve got a birthday gift from my best frens ever..ngeh3..thanx u..

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new sem brings me a lot of new things. i become happier and wiser(ye ke..hehe)..but at least i did realize the new me..all the new subjects that i was afraid in facing them before are actually not so damn difficult but do give me stress in facing and hearing the new terms. in class, i wonder if i really gave the focus and concentration that i promised myself before..hehe..but actually,definitely not!!keh3..hmm...i amazed with my classmates who can give totally cooperation and mind focus in class when i was already in new dimension(dream) and fantasy even when the class started only for about 10 minutes.hehe..what a bad habit. sigh~ arghh...one report was done and 4 reports to come. whoever like and enjoy doing them, what can i say....GREAT.. when will i become like that? ponder, hmm? hehe...c u..

sadness...

yesterday filled with contentment but yet at the end, i was not happy anymore..keep thinking why the 'thing' was happening..but what can i do, it was already happened. it was a sign that in future, i must be extra careful. don't take a simple thing for granted. always pray wherever we are.. arghhh..i hate when i feel like this. not happpy and not in my mood.