Saturday, April 11, 2009

KehiLangn~

Sudden and swift, my fingers are automatically clicked on the pictures folder à ‘family..’

It becomes sense that I miss them a lot after seeing all the pictures and aid with my stress moment in preparing for incoming papers…huh….ble la nk hbs..penat!!!

When I looked upon the latest pictures of last year hari raya…something clouts my heart. My eyes become watery. It’s not a time for the emotional feeling, of course but I cannot stand myself for imagining the condition on that day if ‘abah’ still among us. But all of us a.k.a my family members keep him in our heart. The memory won’t be fade away. The way he talked, supported, jokes around..hmmm…really miss u…it’s too sad when we missing someone that we cannot see him any longer. Sayu…I’m sooo grateful that the sense when the last time I kissed my dad’s forehead on the day of missing him still can be felt even for years.. I swore that the sense still can be felt on my lips. Thank u Allah for keeping ‘it’ for me..

i do envy with others who get the perfect love of the person called father. i lost the love tht i've been craving so much since form 5.. the year that i need so much courages and abet to live on..mmm..mls la nk bcter pnjg..xpsl2 ad senses yg swollen.so, moral of the story..haha.. love ur parents and do show ur love b4 d time is coming.

losing which is abrupt early in d morning without signs are hurt..gone without say gudbye even after seeing him before went to school.. moment to be remembered 4eva..terkilan btol..ish

my mother..she still can maintain her glee though I know, she is strong cause of her children around..

Huh..next paper on Monday after 5 days back to back exam without gaps…and still 6 days back to back exam starting this Monday..13,14,15,16,17,18..

Exams which have been through: physical pharmacy, pharmaceutical analysis, body system : cardiovascular and haematology, body system: respiratory system, and pharmacognosy.

Next exams will be:

Body system: gastrointestinal tract

Body system: urinary system

Nutraceutical and cosmeticeutical

MCQ of all above

OSPE of all body systems and pharmacognosy.

  

5 comments:

hananhm said...

Owh miftah dear..
apsal update cite sedih nie..
uhuhuuu..nk nges same..='(

akk pOn rindu die gak..
nak2 time exam gni n when we need special advice frOm sumOne called 'father'..

btul tu..rindu org yg kte x mungkin dpt jumpe mmg x same ngn rindu org yg kte bleh jumpe..

pape pOn..
dOakn miftah strOng s what u are..
(^_^)

wish u luck 4 final..:)

MIFTAH said...

hoho..kite bce komen akak pon dah berkelip2 mate..watery..ngueh3..
bese la..time exm sume jd emos..
:-)
tp org yg penah rse mende ni je kdg2 phm keadaan tu..sigh~
tq akak 4 ur support..:-)
mmmuahx! we both knw d feelng..
i lap u laaahhh..haha

gewd luck to u too..jwb exm lek lok..:-)

~candlesky~ said...

huuuu...

feel like..like..like..T_T

heee...only HE knows..

but,HE loves him more than we do rite...s0,come..
let us b the best 'saham' for him=)


~heee...1st time melawat laman miftah nie...=) nice..

MIFTAH said...

kini..thanx 4 visitng...:-)

bese la...nk adapt mnde tu mule2 mmg sush tp ble ingt janji Allah n DIA yg lbh mngetahui d sblknyer...n mmg btoll..after years, hikmah tu sbnrnyer dpt dilht satu demi stu...
n ble kite hlg seseorg, akn dtg sesorg untk kite..

HE loves him more..:-)
thnx ya..;-)

NMAMR said...

hye dear.. i can say i have plenty of memories with ur dad too, and yes i missed him too.. sub-consciously, esp after reading this..he was indeed a nice person and i know where his daughter gets that trait.. :) .. he's your guardian angel and would always watching u over.. u better behave and be strong, cause that's what he did teach you, didnt he?

and im very proud of u dear.. u went through lots of turmoil yet u can still do well in life.. keep that smile on ur face dont let anything or anyone keeps that away, promise me.. :)

luv u...miss u..