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Assalamualaikum..wahhh..lame giler x update blog smpai terlupe ade blog. n basically no one will read lah..yg tu for sure..heheh..:D

tebalnye habuk blog ni smpai terlupe password sudah..hahaha tp however i managed to remember ..lucky me..

okay..2 years after the last entry... obviously so many things happened in my life.. the biggest thing I'M MARRIED!! alhamdulillah.. to whom? to someone who i share my last 7 years knowing each other and sharing everything that i know, n bersyukur dialah jodoh n sekarang mnjdi en.suami yg disayangi selalu..kikikikikiki... :)

will share all my stories in this two years silent..in incoming entry k..

#myblogmyjourneymydiary--opendiary

new ME~ :)

Currently am adapting with the new chapter or so-called new episode of my blessed life. Am not flossing with the word ‘bless’ there but it’s not off beam to think that way..it is? When something bad happened, we always think why this or that happened but why in any ways we don’t think why this or that happened to me/us when a very bliss and wonderful, amazing things happened.. ever think of that b4? Every time am not in a very good mood or gloomy, I’ll try to twist my way of thinking and keep my head up..it works..sometime..haha hey...not everyone has that positive ions every time.. i did have my bad turning ok..:D because im normal!!

Ok..ok..why ‘new chapter’..because nowadays n onwards..everything is going 180degrees (360?)off from my life in kuantan before...am become more stay-at-home lady every day and only going out when my mom asks to or once every 2 weeks..believe it? Never believe myself either..*big grin.. why? No money lah!haha..even that one of the reasons, the others, i just want relax myself out and appreciate my good-goyang kaki-feeling b4 the ‘calling’... my personal life---it’s different now..in a good way of coz.. don’t think the appalling one..we are adults now! Hehe..always pray for the best..n insyaAllah everything is going to be okay..:)

Everyone is overwhelming by books and info now..oh my..am not..am the way around..keeping busy downloading and watching and listening too much!! The heart-rending thing is, am afraid of becoming bad habit indeed..they keep me away from u, books...huk3..who’s to blame rather than myself..true? yes..indeed..TRUE!

Others? As my age already reach ehem22...24 last june..ehem22..:D am feeling matured enough but my voice cannot be changed la..;p how much i want to keep it matured, it turns out---ruined! Kekeke.. so..sesape yg ade wish dlm hati---bg la suare MIftah..bertuka on my last birth-day..well,my friends..seems..to be not granted! :D but am happy with how i am sound when i speak and that resonance vibrates through ur ears..haha.. im grateful!:)

Smile alwys..

p/s: nothing personal..just something to share n kill my time

current ‘drugs’ even not up-to-date but here it goes

rolling in the deep, if i die young, 2am-u wouldn’t answer my call, jlo-on d floor, kim bo kyung-suddenly n kim soo hyun-dreaming..;) pokok?:p

last year celebration my luvly rumates:) n during pura's brthday.:)

saYE & senyUM & False

Ok..first..title ats tu saje je..nothing personally la..juz dont know the right one! It has been a long time. Now..am already graduated and waiting for the ‘calling’. The last 3 months after last exam as undergraduate student, nothing much happened and as to be as interested to told about. it was neutral. There were some bad news and some was good news. However, every minutes and seconds need to be grateful though. It’s July and for last 4 years..July was the time to keep up and focus for getting back to campus. Holidays are fun but when it becomes long enough, we might find it boring until we never get this long holiday afterward. That was the thing that people always talk about and even it's hard to believe it in present, it is true!!!

Wargghhh.. i miss my friends, i miss to walk to friend’s room and gossiping of course. :D and talk as much as i could till it gets boring and get back to my room and watching movies. N yet playing basketball with friend is definitely i want to do the MOST at this time being! Even am not a good enough player but it funs to sweat and relax at the same time. I miss to jump around!!! People..people...let’s find a time for us to gather at least to play around, if possible. :(

Study??errr..what?what’s that?haha..denial state of being so much lazy-syndrome precipitated :p tu laa..cuti lame sngt..hehe.. nk bukak buku kt umah? Ehmm..that’s a very difficult task to do..study desk pon dh--> berhabok!sgt!..

Ok people..focus! even how much the syndrome gets u..jom! lets get our spirit on toll, ok! I am now..hopefully.haha... procrastination always bite me through time..sigh~ whatever~~

Kekawan..miss u lah! Lepak taj time rehat n late night xdpt dh..:( nk ponteng2 xdpt dh..nk main2 dlm kelas xdpt dh..nk main msk2 xdpt dh(errr...bile tu?haha..time batch pnye function je la kot)..nk usik2 xdpt dh..nk gadoh2 xdpt dh..tp yg rx6th’s members suke sgt gadoh kt shoutbox kn..xfun la yg tu..aduyaii.. so,sume xdpt.. ape yg dpt??? Kenangan lah..let’s treasure our friendship till d end ok? Luv u all laahhh friends!! (no need to mention names--> u know who u r..:D)

n kt bwh ni yg candid ok..kah3--evil laugh.:D

NK hbs Dah rupenYe..T_T

FLy..time does fly..skrg dh nk hbs dh study..jz less than 1 month, to cherish the moments which i think mostly in the room, reading notes and in exam hall though.. waa...final exam is approaching. are u prepare and ready? am i? lorr..kalo ye, menipu la tu kn..bak kate my rumate 'palsu!!' hehe.. that word is already stick to my tounge.. contagious la..mcm mane nk hlngkn eh..cannot la kot..cz i loike.. :D xgitu cik gedus..? ntah die bce ntah blog nie..kih3..

btw, it is common to have so much things to do b4 btol2 dpt study notes yg menimbon bagai. tak ats katil, ats meja..nk tdo, alih ltk ats meja, nk gune meja, alih ltk ats tilam..hahaha.. burok la mitah!! :D burok kn..hmm..xnk la mcm nie..jom kite kemas..klo korng dtg my room next time, sure, clean n clear..deep clean neutrogena..:p

knpe tulih post ni eh? becoz at least nk jugk post in 2011..archieve sblh tu duk 2010 jek..sakit mate tgk..dh xleh nk post in BI sbb kple skrg nk dlm BM akibat membace bahan bacaan sblm interview dlm BM..hehe tp last2..campor rojak buah dlm bilik interview tu..how can i say..mother tounge kt UIA ckp cmpor..:( ish..burok la mitah!! lagi...mrh ni..mrh..<>:D

for wht worst, i love to listen melancholic songs nowadays. so, melancholic songs+tlebih menghayati= tlebih sensitp..poor 'u' who are alwys kne fire..ish x elok btol la..burok la mitah..triple dh nie..:(

so, jom kite kutip sisa2 mase yg ade, wat memories.. so, next time, there will a time for REMINISCING all the memories together.. go go rx6th!! xoxo

dh2..jom bce poster+ wat PT..

btw, this is my fav song 4 d moment.walaupon xla uptodate pon pnye lagu tp biaq p la..hehe

Christina Perri: Jar of hearts..

squeezing RANdOM~`

warghhhh..it does take time to post a new one. it's even hard as i almost forgot i do have a blog. keh3..however, good grief i do write on it now. i did not know if there were not any interesting stories to share with but i did know that i did not know how to start. the final year is coming and frankly, im not ready. it's hard to accept the fact that im old enough to get into final year and old enough to start a new beginning. grrr... bloodcurdling and horrifying enough. i do hate this feeling. life is hard but it will become harder if we make it that way. FOCUS please.

what i hope for this new semester that it will start with good things rather than something really make me depressed like last year. the first week of my 3rd year did make me depressed. yet, i even cannot focus and concentrate in class and even cried when i recalled the 'thing'. depressed and be able to over it in 1 month after that did help me and a vacation with my family in first few weeks after entering the 3rd year to penang really make my head up ahead and straight. yet, i did get warning letter for a 1 credit hr subject but it did worth it. thanks mom and kak ida. i love u both very much..muches!hehe.. and of course my other fmily members. i do love u all.

conflicts happened every year. however, some of them, i did manage to handle, and sometimes, i got angry for no reasons. of course, there should be a good reasons fot the things to happen but how ppl want to sette it down or clear up is really matters and i had better choose to explain n honest rather than keep quiet and let it be with the flow. please don't make other ppl think hard on u. just tell and share..i can do it. i will do it. i'll try to change.

HOLIDAYS--> nothing much happened but my family did manage to go off somewhere to have some good time together..hehe..love it.. then, my grandma from n.sembilan came with my aunts and uncles from kedah and selangor. it has been a long time since my house feels alive..like 20 people live in..hehe..my house alwys been quiet and most of the time the sounds only come from tv or pc and louder--may be from the kicthen when i was cooking..hahaha.. i wonder if that situation sounds like pathetic but it is not..and i do love it. :-) tranquil~~

PRACTICAL--> i did enjoy my practical session at pharmacy lim. it was fun and joyful as i did not realize that 2 weeks flew just like that. honest?? yes..of course..hehe. tq Mr jacob..i have learned a lot and make me more familiarize with the drugs and some of them i manage to get it through. even so, the report.... i've been crazy even to start with a word. laziness conquered. ayoyoyoy..and i end up with writing in my blog..hehe.. till we meet again. ^_^

p/s: nothing personal..just smthng to share with.

dwelling~~ ^_^

It has been a long time since entering new sem, there’s no new post..hehe..it is expected u know .. Nothing to tell about n keep busying with new subjects that need so much attention though.

Now im in a home mode..holidays that i alwys waiting for..n this is the first time im back since last 3 months holiday. Happy~ that’s the word in my head n glad coz there’s nothing to worry about as my midsem exm was finished already. No exam after raya like the others n it makes me feel lucky enough in keeping myself to take pleasure in this mode.. ^_^

But what makes me fret rite now is i x shopping raya lagi..-_- ...still...it is a last minute as last year, evrythng was done before last week of ramadhan..huh.. pasar payang.. will be my destination on this whole week..hmm..please plucking me in attempting the traffic jam n people that smtimes really annoying.. argghhh...adding to my melancholy..i’ve to go alone..alone..alone..huh..my sis will coming back at nite before raya...-_-.. Suppose to go along with me instead of giving me money to buy everything ALONE.. :-(

Raya is approaching and Ramadhan is leaving us.. i even dun realize that time is passing by really swift and almost end of it already..sad.. i really enjoy this Ramadhan..beyond doubt.. :-)
Lets double our ibadah in this last week (last 10days)..n hoping in getting through next Ramadhan..insya Allah..

Enjoy the new song..my new fav.. hee~ ^_^

apakah?

While finishing my work..out of the blue, i am thinking of my room at the campus.. hmm..even it’s only 10 days left, sometimes, i feel i cant wait to be there but sometimes, i do feel that i don’t want to go back there. More likely to be at home and live in a free mode. Nothing much to do..everyday i am free to do anything and wake up anytime that i want..hehe..

Accepting the fact that my room is not really conducive..as a matter of fact, i feel so much comfortable, cosy and really take pleasure in spending my time there.

Hmmm...3rd year is approaching and the year of seniority is increased by one.heh.. i do not know on how to be felt inside..whether to be happy?sad?anxious?worried? or fear? Of course..next sem will bring about more difficult subjects and wondering whether i can cope or not..

How good or bad it is, we must get through that year, rite? It doesn’t seem that we can skip the whole year and when we wake up..eyes open..it’s already on the graduation day...hehe..

Hoping that i am really in chuffed to bits next semester and my courage and enthusiasm will sky-scraping, succeed and live gleefully..insya Allah. Jz hope for the best!! :-)

p/s: ayoyo..repot xsiap lg..mlsnye..huk3..